It's been a long time since I last wrote. The weight loss is slowing down. I got on the scale this morning and have lost 56 lbs. in less than 5 months. Not bad. The downside is that I throw up a lot. And the depression is back. I am struggling so bad. I just can't imagine why people actually want to live. What is so great about fighting through every day? Oh well. I imagine I'll be around to write another day...